That's Sweet

The title above is quite possibly one of the biggest pieces of bs a girl can give to a guy.  I stick my neck out, I go the whole nine yards, I wait for four months to find out she would like to be friends.  God I felt like beating my head against a brick wall.  What went through my head?  I thought she liked me, well guess what.  I was wrong, but you probably did guess that.  But whatever, I blow it off like it was no big deal, compliment her beautiful damn hair, and try to pull the knife out of my heart.  The worst part is I then build a memorial to my mourning.  It is a large heart chained to the ground...ten minutes later my friend promptly set it on fire...lol.